oh my goodness :) haha i finally pluck up enough courage to go soft bond my hair. haha. it was an ordeal okay. out of like 100ppl i asked 99 told me not to rebond it. and i was in sucha dilemma for the past 1 wk. i look at the freaking ugly curls and i feel like shaving my head off seriously. and i was just trying to uncurl the curls during maths and mng ask me if i have a prob with my hair ;(

i can count the number of ppl who encourage me to go rebond with one hand, 2 fingers - sher and jingmin (: hahaha at the bustop before i went salon wif darling jingmin (she wanted to give me moral support lol) lixin said she's worried for me. haha! and dolly said whether she rebonds her hair at the end of the yr depends on me! waaaah. and i was thinking shit aft seeing my rebonded hair im sure she wont ever wanna rebond in her entire life :P

anw, i think everyone in my class knows im going to rebond. cuz i really asked everyone. woah i think im really courageous to go rebond when the entire world is against it. and to spare me the trouble of sending photos online to some kpo ppl who wanna see how ugly my hair has become and cant wait till mon to laugh at me i shall post up 2 photos.. urm 2 only

(backview)


(sideview)
 

(frontview) dont have you can see on mon

or if u dont wanna go blind, just hope you dont bump into me!

actually i thought its better than i thought alr. i dont regret cuz at least i dont have to be so pek chek over my hair everyday like how i was for e past few months. i was prepared to emo for the next 1 wk haha. considering how the rebonding screwed up my hair 2 years back when i went to salon wif yj! and im all prepared for another wk of criticism again.

anw thanks jingmin for accompanying me to the salon and waiting 3 yrs for me heehee. ur moral support was greeattly appreciated! <33 and yeah i think sher suet n joyce r relieved that i go rebond considering how i complain EVERYDAY about my curly hair. haha.

quite amoosing to think how sher called aft her training ytd nite to find out if i rebonded my hair n she thought it was a joke when i said i did x) she even wanted me to go waffletown and let her see. gahhhhh i hope i wont destroy her (and dolly's) hopes of rebonding in june! 

yes n lix who even wanted to come far east to see how my rebonding turned out cuz she was just at ps :P:P

anw, its good friday today. went for church service and malcolm said i underwent cosmetic surgery hahaha. and he's gonna get married in june yipeeee :D im reeally happy for them :) and it will be at the beach wow. keke time to wear my bikini hahaha..urm just jk :P

i ought to feel like i badly need a revival. i backslided too much. but somehow i just want things to remain as it is for now. this isnt goood. everyone is serving and shining for Him in sch and everywhere but im not doing anything. i dunno how to get back that passion and drive again. its long gone. but still, im really thankful that it was for me He died at the Cross. He's forever my God and Saviour! :) He never changes and im sure He is still waiting for me to find back my original faith. i dunno when that will be, but im sure i will.

and thank God thank God thank God for my pw results :):):):):) ahhhh~ too good to be true really. i thought i kinda screwed up my QnA and op. hmm apparently not yipeee :D im starting to worry for my As. its just too much to study and catch up on and so little time to do so. i dunno how to get started and theres totally no motivation to touch the files n files of everything :( i hope i will soooon. i really dont want to regret nxt yr and look back n think that i shld have worked harder :O nooooooooooooooooo )):

wad a long post. time to go. tata~!

this week was such a sucky week. its the lousiest week in the yr so far. she really turns my whole life upside down and when things r going well without her, she comes and bulldoze her way through again. its always like that. this is really the greatest regret in my life. i really want to quit it if i had the choice. these 2 years wld have been worries-free and happier without it.

and now as if she's not enough, here comes another sicko who wants me to pin up my hair so much. this sicko is jealous i got more hair can :( i found a codename for him :P the tamade wangbadan.

ohman im going to turn as vulgar as jingmin and lix!~

i really wish every second in my life these ppl just go away and stop messing ard with my life. urgh.

yup and shopping therapy is still da best (: (: whoots! finally i can go shopping without crutches and weird stares. i feeel goooood :):) shopping rawksxzxz! :D 

and and oh noooo i havnt started work for the weekend. hmm, i guess when i go back on mon i will be stressed up again, considering how everyone and me are turning into mugging monsters. but even monsters need a break. i cant bear to face tutorials and notes when im in a bad mooood.

till july, life will suck every single second. except weekends when i dont need to see and wont be controlled by those sickos who aim to make everyone look like them.